I'm Back

It has been a long time since I have posted anything on my blog. I have kind of been in the dumps trying to climb my way out of this dark hole. I broke up with a guy that I thought was very nice but I realize that he dont respect my wishes. He was trying to force me into having sex with him and I didnt want to. I gave him a date of when I would and after it happened he started treating me funny and we have been arguing non stop. He has since started talking to a co worker of mine and it has been a hard road. On top of all of that I am still greiving the lost of my grandfather and father. I am so overwhelmed with life in general sometimes I dont know if I am making the right choices. Deep down inside I know that I am strong and have the power to move on and keep pressing for my dreams.